I tried shrooms.
what is so fundamentally wrong with me that people don’t want to hang out with me?
im probably going to end up at the hospital again sometime soon
how can i envision a future for myself when i cant see past my own sadness?
how am i supposed to motivate myself to go to college or school or work or the army when i see no point in any of it?
i’m just looking for a way out
im tired of being taken for granted by everyone
my parents, my friends, my boyfriend
i am so sick of it
i dont have to stick around you know
i dont have to be there for you or do stuff for you or even talk to you anymore
do you realize this?
i can just disappear and never return