what is so fundamentally wrong with me that people don’t want to hang out with me?
im probably going to end up at the hospital again sometime soon
how can i envision a future for myself when i cant see past my own sadness?
how am i supposed to motivate myself to go to college or school or work or the army when i see no point in any of it?
i’m just looking for a way out
im tired of being taken for granted by everyone
my parents, my friends, my boyfriend
i am so sick of it
i dont have to stick around you know
i dont have to be there for you or do stuff for you or even talk to you anymore
do you realize this?
i can just disappear and never return
